August 28, 1990 - February 28, 2010











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Dedicated to Peter
Henceforth we walk in dreams,
In lands of milk and honey,
Amongst the amber plains,
Horizon ever sunny.
Speak we shall of love,
How it forever lives,
How long we were apart,
How this forever is.
Soon the day will come
When we shall together be;
Our love is now and always,
‘Til then we walk in dreams.
– CTF
If
If I had known that last December would be the last time I saw you
I would have spent more time with you
I would have made every moment count
Every day longer
Every silence shorter
If I had known that this was the last time I would see my brother
I would have told him I loved him
I would have told him to be careful
I would have told him to tell “Hi” to all the angels
Especially Grandma
There are so many things I would have said or done
If I had known that, that moment was the last one.
Alyssa
I will never understand why he had to go
He was so young so bright
He was not even the age of twenty
In his prime the Lord called for him
He saw a light and followed it through
Through to the heaven above
Leaving us behind to mourn and cry
Leaving us empty and broken
No chance to say goodbye
For he was away from home
Where no one could have known
It was not his time
There was so much more for him to know to see
He should be learning and growing still
But instead he lies in an urn
Where no one else can see him
Never again shall we see that smile that brought my mother joy
Hear those jokes that once used to annoy
Smell that excessive cologne that used to bring us headaches
When he was alive we took him for granted
Not knowing the effect he had on our lives
Not realizing the charisma he possessed
Now that we can see all of this it is too late
We must wait and wait to see him again
See the smile, hear the jokes, smell the awful cologne
We must wait to see our beloved son, brother, cousin, friend
And we must not let people see our pain
For he will always be with us
Alyssa